Sunday, September 23, 2007

Teng's Party

invited to Teng's birthday party, so we went...

it was fun sitting down and chatting with my lovely colleagues again... i worked there since year 2002 or 2003, kinda long right? some of us work part-time like me, and some work as a full-time nurse.. i dare not say we know each other very well, but we've been thru many ups n downs together, may it be in our relationships or when we face problems from our work, college, assignments or stress from our family... we even cry together when we were in Langkawi, how silly....but we all remember it for a long long time isn't it?

erm.... i appreciate the friendship that we built together... we ought to search for different things in our life as time goes by... different jobs, different aims... maybe we'll leave this place we work soon, maybe....but our friendship will last, and will last for a long long time... i believe...


yeah.. she is the birthday girl... haha...



nurses...(Fong, where r u?)



joyee and bee

Saturday, September 15, 2007

will update more often....

hahahaha... sorry sorry, always feel lazy to update my blog, wanted to write things down everytime after i come back from vacation or nice food, but when i sit down at home then i feel lazy again... I'm still using dial-up connection at home, pai seh pai seh....

ok... went Penang last week with my boyfren, he have go there to do some works and i was just there for fun and to accompany him... we didn't manage to try delicious Penang food there because we do not know the way, wat a waste!! But we get to eat seafood at Butterworth on our way back to KL. We also went to the beach at Batu Feringgi, just to sit on the beach, enjoy the breeze and also a foot massage... hehe... is my first and my last time trying foot massage, it is painful, it hurts.... The lady said i didn't sleep well and i didn't drink enough water... =(


watching sunset while waiting for seafood...



erm..... and i went to my fren's shop on Thursday, wanted to do manicure but eventually i lend her my face for make-up and also my hair... here are the photos...

looks nice isn't it...



looks pretty too from the front... lol..



i prefer the first hair style than this one..



for a second i thought i am looking at A-mei, 张惠妹.. hahahaahha.....

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Cutest Mobile Phone I've Ever Seen

Was working in clinic the other day and saw this new technology... lol...

and yes, this is a mobile phone! a mobile phone with no numbers no screen and yet u can make calls and receive calls as well... the SIM card is hidden somewhere inside this mini bear...

You can only dial the four preset numbers... is very useful for small little kids isn't it? and most people will see this as a toy rather than a phone rite? Price is around RM 300-400..





Isn't it cute and creative?

Thursday, August 09, 2007

-threaten-

make a police report this morning...

never want to make thing worse, but he called and threaten me last night...

we'll see who is being threaten this time..

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

还要多久?

凌晨 2.00, 又一次得跑了出來。。。。。

頭腦一片空白, 只知道害怕。。。。。 打從心里面的恐惧。。。

这样一来,有得耗上一段时间。。。 又要战战兢兢的。。。。。


我时常告诉自己, 也时常用同一句勉励我的朋友,“无论雨下多久,无论有多大雨,不怕的,总有一天雨会停的。。 你又看过不会停的雨吗? 只是。。。。。。。。。有时,雨下得特别久而已,总有一天会有大太阳的。。。。。”

也曾经朋友告诉我说,“Bee Yam, 很多年前你就说过这句话了,为什么我们的生活还是一样?”




。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。




是我一直用同样的话安慰自己,令自己好过一点吧!

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Wei Ken's handphone

Went One Utama for shopping today.. notice that I’ve been wearing the same clothes every week, I think is time to add new clothes to my wardrobe…

Spent 3 hours shopping but didn’t get to buy a single thing….. no new clothes, no new bags, no new shoes, no new jewellery, no new toys…. ….. Planning for another shopping next week…. Hehehe…..

yam cha with Wei Ken, King Soong and Sze Mun just now…. Hing Chun was supposed to come but he didn’t show himself, and we left early..... Sze Mun and I was very very surprise to see this Wei Ken’s new handphone…. Should I say it is “new”?? erm…. no doubt that the handphone is a new one but the style is simply… erm… ancient….. hahahaha….

We are all looking forward to have the slimmest phone, but this new handphone of his is like, erm…. 15 cm x 5cm x 5cm (use ur ruler)…… is the old old “dai ko dai” that our father carries, which is much more durable than any other handphone that we have now.. … no worries if you accidentally or purposely throw it on the floor, not like the handphones we have now, fragile….. and guess what?? His handphone has a 1.3mega pixels camera k…… hahahahaha…..Sze Mun’s NOKIA handphone doesn’t even have a camera … haihhh…. lol……. His new handphone was bought from China, costs around RM 500…and its brand name is “HOUWA”






the Dai Ko Dai

Thursday, June 14, 2007

just sleepy

wanted to take a nap at around 7.30pm, feel extremely sleepy...


slept till 11pm... will continue to sleep if i didn't make that call just now...


and now, stay awake........

PiCs ThAt ReCaLL MemORiES

Audrey said this is GRAVITY reaction


and i won this game....


yea.... SHE's THE MAN...


That's me!! That's me!!


-FONDUE-
This is what we see from the menu...


and this is what we had.... erm.... not worth the price at all...


Cooked this during CNY... is easy to cook and taste fantastic.. Wanna try?


Jack bought me this with RM3.50 during CNY.. so EXPENSiVE...and so sweet....


SweETiEsSSS...Forgot who took this pic for us but it looks pro with sunlight as the background...

Thursday, April 19, 2007

it's raining...

is raining outside there....

with lightnings...

and "blooong.... blooong.... blooooong...

i'm scared....



somehow da rain remind me of something.. was during the afternoon when the sky was dark, it was going to rain.. we all sit in the classroom listening to our teacher's teaching..

suddenly, i saw flashes of light, assuming it would be the lightnings, i covered both my ears quickly and waited for the noise...

one second...
two seconds...
three seconds...
four seconds.....

ey? how come so long one huh??

and how come the lightnings never go off...

it won't go off because it is not lightnings actually, someone on the lights because it was too dark to read...

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

DiSOBEY RUKUN NEGARA

Went to clinic as usual today, is a Monday morning, usually clinic will be crowded on Mondays because clinic is closed on Sundays.

Parked my car n went into my crowded clinic, I didn’t pay for the parking as usual…. This is wat I usually do: park my car, walk straight into my clinic and pay for parking later, or I’ll wait until I see MPS ppl patrolling then i’ll rush out to pay… I know I’m lazy, reluctant to pay when I reach my clinic, I am just .. lazy….. but most of the time my colleague will pay for me when she goes out.

So, today, when I was dispensing medicine, some ppl outside there with blue uniforms caught my eyes, they were patrolling and one of them was walking towards the direction of my car. I quickly ran out to pay at the machine while my colleague was trying to help to stop the malay gal to put a saman on my car.

My colleague was complaining to me that the malay gal’s attitude was bad, I was holding the ticket in my hand while the malay girl is concentrating on the little machine on her hand. The conversation between them was something like tat:

My fren : sorry sorry.. tunggu kejap ar… sorry sorry
The malay gal : pukul berapa kamu masuk kerja? Engine sudah sejuk ni.
My fren : ini kawan punya kereta. saya tak tau la, kita masuk kerja tak sama masa
punya..saya tak tau dia masuk kerja pukul berapa…
The malay gal :pukul berapa dia masuk kerja
(she keep repeating the same question, my fren already fatt mang zhang)
My fen : tak apa la, u saman saja
The malay gal : sekarang u mau cabar saya ??!!! saya cuba bagi peluang tapi u sikap macam ini (she asked angrily and LAN-Si-ly & she doesn't look like wantin to give
chance at all)
My fren : (knowing that the malay gal will not tolerate) tak apa la, u saman saja, thank you

For ur information, one does not need to pay if his/her parking ticket time is within 5 minutes from the time his/her car kena saman. So, knowing that I can save my RM 30, I just let her print whatever that she wants to print. At the same time, my colleague looked at her name tag and jot down her name “FAZILAH”, thinking that we might want to complain about her attitude:

First : The very first thing that we do is apologize but she did not accept.
Second : I know I disobey the law by not paying for my car’s parking when I first arrived at the parking… ok.. so is my fault, I will pay the saman but why must u say “sekarang u mau cabar saya??” somehow this sentence sounds threatening to me, so I think I should at least take down her name, just in case, and also for complaining purposes.

THE BEST PART

After she put that little paper on my car, we went back to clinic and do our work as usual.
After around 30 minutes, when I was also dispensing medicine at the counter, I saw one van, a MPS van stopped right in front of my clinic. There are 2 questions in my mind at that time:
1. I thought they just came to this area to give saman, why come back?
2. Are they coming to look for me?? My hearts say, “quite impossible”

And u know what, impossible was what in my mind but they proved me wrong when I saw a few of them looking at my car, like i am hiding some sort of illegal drugs or weapon in my car and came into the clinic. Please imagine, my clinic is crowded with patients, and these two malay men came in and stand at the counter asking “siapa punya kereta itu 1612?” They caught everybody’s attention and some aunties and uncles are surrounding the counter, and some are pretending that they are not listening.

Honestly, I was scared when I saw the both of them. But we did nothing wrong, and they started to question us. Two men, one in white, one in blue. They asked us questions like "kenapa tak bagi parking?" "kenapa mau tulis nama budak saya?" "buat apa mau tulis nama budak saya?" .. hey adults, don't you know tat we hav the right to look at ur name tag when u are performing ur duty? one of the purpose why u r wearing ur name tag is for us to know who are you so that we can thank or complain abt ur services or attitudes. Then they started to scold us for our attitudes, for not paying for parking and also "cari gaduh" with their budak.

The man in white even gave us lecture... excuse me, i am an adult, dun give me lecture here, dun ask me question like "u pernah pergi sekolah?" "u pernah baca rukun negara?"... your budak didn't follow rukun negara "KESOPANAN DAN KESUSILAAN" and now you are asking me question like this. All they trying to say is we are wrong, and whatever their budak do is correct.. Please question your budak properly before questioning me here using ur power instead of justice. You are here to tell me i am wrong instead of asking me what happened... besides, your budak still gave me a saman, i have to pay for the saman after all, that's all, why come in here to talk to us like tat??

The man in blue uniform, looks like he is the head of the team, talked at least more politely than the one in white, but he was also trying his very best to tell us that we are wrong for copying down his budak's name and not paying for parking. Sir, you already gave me a saman for what i've done, and now what u want? he became aggresive as my colleague tried to defend herself. Check out the video and you'll know.. he wanted to throw a stapler at my colleague when she was trying to capture a pic of them. Don't be afraid if you or your budak did nothing wrong. He kept asking, erm.... not asking but forcing us to delete the video immediately, but.. hahahahah... sorry, this is a show for everybody. and i remember him saying, " buang gambar itu, u mau saya susah, saya pun boleh buat kamu susah..." is this a form of threatening? yes!!!!! he threatened me and i am writing here in my blog so if anything happened to me, u should know why....



People in Malaysia, haihhh..... haihhhhhhh........... disappointment, anger, and rukun negara.. to nowhere...

By the way, anyone bother to give saman to those people who parked their cars outside the mosque which cause a mess to the traffic around the mosque every Friday?


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Suprise Party

Hey hey... for those who are attending Mun Chiew's party this coming Friday, please come on time k because this is suppose to be a SUPRISE party... Daphanie sent me a map yesterday night and gave some directions as well...


Just an indicator, look out for klcc and nikko hotel. After nikko hotel, there will be a traffic light, just continue going straight. from there onwards, you will be able to see the holiday villa building by looking up. the hotel is on the right (if u are coming from KLCC-Nikko hotel)

c ya there! hugzZz

daphanie

Friday, February 02, 2007

Pics for Jan 07

YAM CHA @ SPiCY HARTAMAS



in a mini.....




26th Jan-NiGHT @ LaySye's...


me - chi yng - pei shan



27th Jan 2007



This is wat we called "有义气"....




These are "义气仔女"...





The Princess

The GiRLssSss


The AnGeLssSss



DiNNER NiGHT

While I'm on my way......


During the Dinner.....




As promised, pics will be up soon… took me so long to upload these pics due to my dial-up connection… lots more nice pics but I think this is more than enough to let u guys know what had happened last month…. Jan is good month, Feb will be a better month… hopefully…. Hehehe……

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

All In January

phew..... is the last day of January today.. finally have time to sit down at home to blog...so many things happened in January, do not want to miss out any occasion in my blog for January..

Let's start with the 1st of January... the new year of 2007 started when i was shouting 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 and laughing happily while enjoying the fireworks @ The Curve. It was the best fireworks i've ever seen.... is just right in front of my eyes, up in the sky, but so near to me, it was big, it was colourful with various patterns... each loud explosion followed by the "wah.." and "wow..." from the crouds including me.... people are dancing and laughing happily... so, the starting of year 2007 was just great, there must be more greater things throughout the year of 2007.. *smile*

then, the 5th of January, a SSB gathering @ Spicy Hartamas.... quite a number of us were there, 20? even Nazihah, Diyana and, er..... aiya.. i forgot her name... sorry sorry.... they were there as well... we were chatting and eating...... and chatting.. hahaha... wat else can u do at mamak? i would say it was a fun night as well especially seeing those who just got back from Australia and going back soon.... is always good to see old friends and to hear news from them....not forgetting seeing Mun Chiew's brand new CooperS.. me, Fang Shyuan and Wei Chuan can't wait to get into his mini and took a few pics with it.... i wan a mini also....

The following week i was busy preparing and buying stuffs for my new house in Rawang.. yes, i will be moving to Rawang.. er.... i already moved to Rawang actually.. hehehe... am happy to stay in my new house, didn't buy many new furnitures nor electrical appliances due to the budget i hav, but it is good enough, i have my room with everything i wan.. hehe.... we moved into the new house on the 14th, is was a tiring day keeping and putting the stuffs at the right place... suppose to shift on the 27th instead of 14th, but is a good news isn't it? now i can attend Lay Sye's wedding on the 27th.....

alright.. wat's next... let me check.. hahahahahahaha.. do u know how i remember all these important dates and things that happened? simple... is merely because i am smart and i have super good memory.... hahahahahhahaha...... is actually because of the pics i took on these special occasion... with my new phone, i tried to take photos wherever i go, i was scrolling down my photo folders to check wat happened during the month of January.... hehe....

ok.... the next one would be buffet at Lay Sye's house on the 26th of Jan... as predicted, LaySye and Steven will get married first among our friends.... wasn't suprise to hear the good news from them.. the girls already discussing wat to wear and to have wat hairdo on their big day a month before the wedding.... hahaha... these are girls... we are girls... hehehe..... 26th Jan, the girls went to LaySye's house while the guys gathered at Steven's place... nothing much happened that night, in fact, the buffet ended quite early, people started leaving around 9.30pm and the caterer left at 10pm.... we were there taking photos, chatting and again discussing the clothes, or gowns that we will wear on their wedding dinner.... went back straight to Sze Mun's house and had a good sleep there...

Now, 27th of January, the girls reached Lay Sye's house before 8 am..... everyone looks great, looks beautiful and nicely dressed, but no one looks better than the bride... she is just so pretty, so cute, so adorable.... she is just like a princess, a lovely princess... can't imagine that this fren of mine who i knew since we were in primary standard 3 is getting married today.. everyone says that she looks like a princess with the small little crown on her hair.... she is just beautiful.... Steven and his hengDai-hangDai sekalian reached at around 9am and they horned like no tomorrow, it makes everyone smile... all the hengDai looks smart and handsome, waiting to back-up the groom if anything happens.... Steven who claims that he can't sing sang a song for LaySye, is actually LaySye's idea, we were just following wat she wanted from her husband... the while process was noise and fun.... Then at the church, i can't believe that it was so touching when i saw LaySye walking into the church, with her father, along the red carpet with her bridesmaid and 2 cute little flower girl, Odelia and Ohanna...and i must say this again, she is so pretty..... it makes the girls want to get married as well... haha...

and then the wedding dinner, which was on yesterday night.... most of us brought our partner along, all walked in with nice dresses and pretty hairdo, everyone looks like a bride-to-be, hehe... it was a fun night introducing boyfrens and girlfrens to frens..and also the never ending photo sessions.. the drinking and all the "yam-sheng" and also a touching speech from Steven, he promised that he will give happiness to his wife, LaySye.. i will make sure my husband say that as well... hahahaha.... some of them gave sexy lingerie as a gift to the lovely couple and they want to make sure the bride will giv a suprise to the groom... hahaha...there and then ends the dinner yesterday.... is a memorable night....

Then, today, me sitting here blogging.. hehe..... feel hungry now... photos will be up soon k.... not forgetting, once again, happy birthday to my brother and wei chuan.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPT BIRTHDAY TO WEI CHUAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
KEAM HO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU




31st of January, wish the both of you Happy Birthday and Happy Always.......


--lots of hugssss--

Thursday, December 14, 2006

First Christmas Dinner-1st Dec 2006





Prepared by Joseph Chua & SiMone Chan (BellaRome's future boss)

Sze - Bee - Ting

This christmas tree is decorated by Chan Sze Mun... haha....

Saturday, December 09, 2006

离家

离家出走已经有七个星期了。。。


有没有人知道我这七个星期是怎样过的?


到处流浪的滋味你试过了吗? 每天夜一黑就要想 : “今天要到谁的家睡呢?” “今天要在那儿洗澡呢?” “今天要和谁吃饭呢?” “明天要带哪一件睡衣出门呢?” “朋友会不会介意我霸占了他二分一的床呢?”


每一夜入睡前就会想:“妈妈睡觉了吗?弟弟呢?” “家里的一切都还好吗?” “没有了我他们也一样过得很好吗?” “他们有没有也在想念我呢?” “他们会不会渐渐忘了我呢?”“有我没我都一样吗?”。。。。 会想念我的床,我的被,我的房间,我的书桌,我的衣橱。。。。。 也会想念家的感觉。。。。。


对家里的四个个人来说,他们失去了一个我; 对我而言,我失去了他们四个。 感觉上我和妈妈,弟弟和哥哥都不再那么亲近了。。。 感觉上,他们好像都不一样了,好像被疏远了。。。 可以想象弟弟和哥哥在家玩PS2, 好开心。。。 可以想象妈妈和他们聊天,也好开心。。。。 可是,这些画面里头都少了我。。。。 我在哪里? 好心疼的,你懂吗? 你们会明白吗?会了解吗?


我必需忍受自己一个人作战,忍受每一晚睡觉前的孤独,忍受一个人时的害怕,忍受家人都不在我身边的孤单, 忍受他们都没有不要贡献的事实。。。。 忍住眼泪对我来说也是一项挑战,不敢哭,害怕一哭会哭得不可收拾,怕会崩溃,最多也只是静静的不出声,保持沉默才可以把眼里的眼泪吞回肚子里去。。。 这样的生活你以为我很想过吗? 这样的日子你以为很好玩吗?很容易忍受吗?你们要试试看吗?


我随时都可以到回家去,那我就不会寂寞了啊!就算再苦,也有其他家人陪我一起苦啊!离家是因为他的所作所为已到了我无法忍受的地步了。。。 离家也是因为要让他知道不是每一给人都必须听他的,让他无理由的发脾气,我要让他看清楚,他这样的态度,就算他是爸爸,一样有人会反他。。。。 离家后的两个星期他果然发疯了,打电话骂我的朋友,到我做工的地方找我麻烦,结果,妈妈也离家出走了,但也只是维持了四天三夜,过后,我又回到了一个人的生活。。。。现在,他暂时不再那么放肆了,因为在这样下去,他就得自己一个人了, 不再放肆是因为他也怕孤单。。。。。


在这个时候我是不是该回家了呢? 我不知道,至少我已经很努力的去做一些改变了,我真的努力了,努力的克制自己想回家的念头。。。。 现在回家会不会令所有的东西打会原形呢? 那是不是代表我以后都不要回家呢?


我真的尽力了。。。 我的心在痛时你们知道吗? 我一个人哭时你们懂吗?我的用心你们明白吗? 我也想赶快解决掉它,但只有我一个人在努力是,请给我一点时间可以吗?给我一些鼓励可以吗?离家七个星期不是什么大事,可是对我来说,这七个星期里发生了多少事情你们懂吗?我要面对多少挣扎你们知道吗? 没有鼓励的话也算了,不要再过来告诉我:“七个星期so what? 就算是七天,七十天,或是七个月都是一样的啦!你还不是一样会回去的。 想这样多做什么,不用离家出走了啦,现在就回家吧!”