Tuesday, February 26, 2008
@ Changi Airport
Father in Heaven, please protect us on our journey home.. May the journey be a safe and comfortable one without any delay..Amen..
Sunday, February 24, 2008
WTF
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
LangKawi aGAiN...
i remember telling myself and also promise myself that i will not go to Langkawi again unless travel by airplane.. Unfortunately, my boy told me that we will travel by our own car... he left me with no choice but to agree with him :( i still remember how suffering it is sitting in the bus keep waiting and waiting to reach the destination it was SO cold in the bus i even have to cover my nose, wear socks n a thick jacket..and they only stop once in such a long journey. i dare not drink water at all! however,travel by car is much more comfortable than travel by bus.. at least i can adjust the air-cond myself and the seat is definitely bigger and also softer. I managed to sleep for a while in the car on my boy's lap as my pillow.. it took us around 6 hours to reach Kuala Perlis, and the Har Mee there is selling at only RM 2.50! tastes good with cheaper price, higher satisfaction!
anyway, reached there rent a van and headed straight to our hotel to have a good rest. We stayed at Bella Vista, it looks like a castle from the outside, is really beautiful, the downside was it is located in town, no beach walk during midnight, unlike last time, we just lie on the beach looking at the stars, so peaceful... i am sure some of you will remember this as well... really miss those good old days.. anyone would like to plan our next trip?
we went Pulau Payar on the second day of our trip. all this while i keep imagining the view of Pulau Payar, it must be so so so beautiful as seen in pictures, and i've heard from frens too that Pulau Payar is a must-visit-place if u are in Langkawi.. compare to island hopping which charged at RM 35 per person, going to Pulau Payar is more expensive which cost RM 150 per person.. so, cannot blame me or us for having such a high expectation towards Pulau Payar.. and yes, it was disapponting... we did see small sharks swimming around, 2 or 3, there are other small fish as well but no corals... maybe because i've seen more beautiful beach and fish.. in Redang, u see all kind of fish, i saw not only shark, fish with rainbow colour swiming in a group, with coral all over,corals in different sizes, shapes and colours. i even saw Nemo and took picture of it! it was so beautiful, words really can't describe here.. however, my boy n his frens managed to find something fun to do during extreme bored while waiting for the ferry to come.. they catch crab with plastic bags.. it was dangerous, they were standing on those slippery rocks.. and they caught one small crab with red eyes.. lol.... just like small kids ya...
we went Seven Wells Waterfall again, the guys enjoyed themselves very much there.. overall, this trip is another unforgetable one.... i always love going on vacation..
waiting for the ferry to rescue us...
taking pics of the castle...our hotel actually...
the guys....
"am i heavy?"i asked.. "no" he replied. two minutes later, "i was wrong" he said... lol
Thursday, January 31, 2008
a MESS...
been rushing here n there these few weeks, spending money like water... bonus all gone ad... ='(
am thinking whether i am thinking too much... haihh.... i don't understand myself either...
life is so far okay.....
money is not so okay....
work is okay....
relationship erm... okay.....
i want more than just OKAY!!
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
@ T.G.I THE CURVE
yeah... a gathering on Monday at TGI The Curve.. Wei Chuan sent a sms to everybody, he called it an incentive, saying the first 10 ppl to arrive will get free drinks... lol... but all came late..lol... except the girls, late for not more than 15 mins... according to Iris, this shows that girls are more kiasu than guys.... lol.... do u think so?
Then, me n Iris went to one of the waiter n tell them to send cake to our January babies-----> CHIN WEI CHUAN & YONG HUAI LENG... i told them to make it loud n clear while iris told them to embarrass these babies to the MAXXXX.... hahahahaha..... and guess wat???
----- LOUD & CLEAR + MAXIMUM EMBARRASSMENT -----
Saturday, December 29, 2007
2 0 0 7
have to look at the pics taken to remind me of what i've done n where i've been for the two months at least..... lol.... taking photos is really fun sometimes, by looking back at them u'll find sweet, stupid, happy, sad and funny pics in it.... my boy used to ask me, "why you always take pics? even ur fingers u also wanna take?" and now, he never ask anymore, he just let me take watever that caught my attention... lol....
13 November 2007 - My B'Day oF coZ......
hehe... i can still recall what i did that day.. the night before my bday, when i was sitting on my bed reading, my boy called, "i am going out with my friends now." and i said okay... half an hour later, which was around 9.30pm, he called again, "can you open the door for me? i am outside ur house now." lol.... what a surprise! actually i knew that he will come, but i still have to give the "very SUPRISE" look, hahaha.... i felt sweet at heart... my boy bought me a cake n we ate the whole cake as our supper... slept till noon the next day, went for movie and have Thai food at todinefor at Chulan Square then boy fetch me home again... present?? nope... not yet.....
wanted to buy Crocs but no time to go shopping yet.... lol... old people always say do not buy shoes for ur love one because he/she will leave you after tat... do you believe in that?
17 November 2007 - Celebrated b'day at Sit a Spell Cafe..
celebrated wye chuan's n my bday at wai yang's cafe... didn't know so many ppl turned up... sitting at the long table really makes me suffer a little, wanted to talk to everybody but long table is nv a good idea isn't it.. we had a long dinner (lol) and a noisy dinner... everybody talks like nobody is around.. i think mun chiew n wye chuan mentioned about a trip to HK or Korea but after several discussions, downgraded to a trip to Melaka or Penang, lol... so where now?
thank you my dear friends for making my bday a memorable one again...
Our B'day Cake(green tea flavor) , isn't it lovely?
birthday boy n girl wanna be...
haha..love it anot? i love it..
lol... many birthdays in November ya.... went to a nearby restaurant to have dinner with my family.... love you mummy....
3 December 2007 - Sze Mun's Bday
had an exam in the afternoon till 6pm then rushed to wai yang's cafe again to celebrate Sze Mun's birthday... was having a bad headache (do i look like i'm suffering from headache from the pics?) and was rushing home after that, don't wanna drive alone at night, is extremely dangerous nowadays in Msia.... sigh..... went home early but was suffering from stomachache since midnight... only recover a week later....
7 December 2007 - Super Show in Genting Highland
hahaha... this is the third time i won prizes from Astro... i won four VIP tickets to watch the SUPER SHOW in Genting Highland.... is pretty easy to win those prizes actually, try logon to http://www.astro.com.my/ and look for astrolife then enter any contest listed.. The SUPER SHOW is pretty much the same as what we watched in the tv, we were sitting at the 9th row from the stage...
before 25 December 2007
why before?? because i was busy preparing present for my boy.. lol... if you know me long and well, you shld know that making cards for my boy during special day is one of my hobby.. i bought papers from white to black, light pink to maroon, any colour that i can possibly find in a stationery shop and start making Christmas card for my boy... how do you like the card? i love it... hope my boy likes it too...
only 10 % done, but tis is the hardest part... it tooks me around 1 hour to do this from experimenting to the above
snow man is here!!! just testing whether it can stand..Lol..
hehe... all done by 3 in the morning...
31 December 2007 - New Year Eve
no pics to new yr eve.. was having bbq in my fren's house.. it was quite fun preparing the food, singing karaoke and bbq.... we saw fireworks from the house, just right in front of us... hehe....
so, year 2007 is definitely a good year and 2008 will be much better... is the yr of Rat... is our year....
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
平和型(隨和豁達,樂天知命)
您喜歡配合環境,因而很難知道自己的優先次序,變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事,有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞,以及身體語言。
優點:
非常主動,具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍,可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效
缺點:
您會「自我遺忘」,失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心,即使一個人時,亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延,但並不故意。
愛情:
您一旦擁有了關係,不會想到分離,而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨,可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功,當伴侶的需要浮現時,更能給予回應。
您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時,自己就消失了。「我有好長一段時間不知道自己的感覺,總是一片空白。當她投射出她所認為我感覺到的事情時,我們便陷入爭吵。我痛恨這種情形,但是對於引發我找到自己想要什麼確實有幫助。」
安定方位:成就型在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一,能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。
壓力方位:忠誠型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時,您會變得充滿恐懼,意識到所潛在的威脅,不但變得退縮,甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固
建意:
問問自己的想法,而非顧慮別人的意見注意您對改變的不適感,學習歡迎新事物。注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒
最渴望:和洽相處
最恐懼:有紛爭,有衝突
最難達到的美德:果斷 (Right action)
最難克服的執念:懶惰 (Sloth)
Saturday, December 22, 2007
for my dear
even better when u make promises..
promises that i never thought u'll say at this time...
i love you, Jack...
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
SD Club
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
L O V E
Love is something that holds me so long in this relationship,
Love means forgiveness and I forgave my love,
Love means freedom being restricted, and we complained,
Love means trust but we broke each other’s,
Love means everything even if it is a distant love,
Love means loving you even if I can only hear your voice,
Love means staying with you even if your family doesn’t agree about me,
Love means two persons but in fact, lots more are included,
Parents, friends, siblings, third party and also our inner self,
Love means love someone with heart n soul,
Love doesn’t diverge, love only concentrate,
Love someone then you won’t hurt someone,
Love also means sacrifices,
Sacrifices your freedom,
Sacrifices your time,
Sacrifices yourself,
But in return, you’ll get love,
If the return is sufficient or more than you expected, your sacrifices is worthwhile,
One shall not be greedy,
To have love and freedom at the same time,
Love means you won’t make her cry,
Love means you will protect her heart just like how you protect yours,
If it aches, you feel double of the pain,
You don’t want yourself to be hurt, so you won’t hurt the one you treasure.
This is what I know about love.
I feel it less and less in our relationship,
Doesn’t want to talk about it and avoid to magnify it, but somehow, we just feel it,
Me and you just feel it.
You said you will marry me,
You said you only love me,
You said you only want me,
But less than a week, you have a new girl in your arms, on your bed,
And you are telling her “I love you”,
And this is love…
Sorry, I can’t help but to think about the question, how much you love me, and how much you love your new girlfriend.
I only believe in one thing, which I think it won’t be wrong,
When you love someone so madly, so deeply, when you are so in love with one person,
When you are with the one that you treasure the most,
When you are with the one that you think you want to spend your lifetime with,
When you are so afraid to lose her in your life,
You will do anything to get her closer to you,
You will do anything to have her with you,
You will never do anything that hurts her,
Because you don’t want to push her away,
This is what I believe…
Might not be right, but it does have some logic in it isn’t it..
okok.. this is not what i am facing right now.. i am having a good relationship with my bf now.. this is just something i wrote some time ago.... mmm... ya... wasn't very happy rite? love really means something, something that we should handle with care and treasure the most, may it be love from ur love one or parents or friends or brother or sister.. just treasure while you still can...
another side of Sze Mun
Sze Mun: Hello, who called me just now?
Mummy: Huh?Mau cari siapa?
Sze Mun: .... ....
Mummy: hello? 你要找谁? 你是谁?
Sze Mun: I am Miss CHAN...
somebody called me with this number just now. i just call to see who called me..
Mummy: I don't know..
Sze Mun: .................
(wanting to get into the lift but can't put down the phone-out of frustration)
aiyah... nvm lah... i don't want to know ad....
hahahhahahaha.... this is so funny... my mum didn't mention this to me and i know this when i call Sze Mun later in the evening...
hahhahaha.... she was like, "Oh.. u r the one who called me just now.. aiyah.. die.. i called back n i think is ur mum who answered the phone... and i think i was quite rude just now.... don't tell her i call k.... remember ar... don't say i am the one who call back.. don't let her know k......"
hahahahah.... can't stop laughing when she said that.... see la, Sze Mun ar.. haiihhh.......
99 QUESTIONS
02.Hobbies = swimming /travelling / reading
03.Gender = female
04.religion = Christian
05. School / work = books & works
06. Height = never want to know... ( lol )
07. Horoscope = Scorpio
08. Address = Rawang
09. Email = beeyam@hotmail.com
11. Hair colour = black
12. Eye colour = very dark brown
3. Skin colour = er... fairer than indian, darker than ang mo
14. Right or left handed = right
15. Status = not available for the moment but not married yet.. =)
17. Last 5 digit of your mobile no= *****42794
18. When's your Birthday = 13 November 1984
19. favor place = any place that i've nv been to..
21. Tried smoking = one and the only puff when i was i primary, nv wan to try again....
22. Drink alcohol = nope..
23. Been hurt emotionally = of course...
24. Kept a secret from anyone = who doesn't?
26. Colour = white
27. Food = unhealthy food (lol) coz taste much better..
28. club = 4 times
29. Number = 13
30 . Cartoons = too many lah
31. actor = er.........
32. Song = varies as time passes....
33. Movie = er........
34 . Subject = Maths..
35. band = used to be BSB and The Moffats during secondary time
RIGHT NOW...
36. Wearing = Jeans and V-neck shirt
37. Hairstyle = ponytail
38. Looking at = screen
39. Thinking of = when is this going to finish?
40. Listening to = MixFM
DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
41. Love = yupe
4 2. Faith = yes
43. Yourself = er... yeah
44. Ghosts = damn scare if ghost k...
45. Angels = yes.. coz i would like to be one...
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS...
46. Worn jeans = yeah...
47. Cleaned your room = nope...
48. cried = nope...
49. met someone new = nope...
50. Last person I talk to on the phone= mummy..
LOVE LIFE...
51. Do you believe in love = yes
52. Have a secret admirer = nope
53. Do you wanna get married = yes
55. How old you wanna be when you getmarried = 24 is the ideal age, but i'm ad 23 tis yr....
56. How old you wanna be when you haveyour kid? = dunno
57. How many kids do you want?? = 2/3
58. Would you have kids before marriage= nope...
59. Do you have a Crush = nope..
60. What do you want most in a relationship = love
62. Kiss or hug = both
63. Summer or winter = summer
64. Sunny or rainy = sunny
65. Chocolate or vanilla = choc
66. Hanging out or chillin = isn't it the same?
67. Music or TV = both
68. Hamburger or Pizza = pizza
69. Smile or Laughing = both
70. Sleeping or eating = both
71. Mc Donald's or KFC = KFC
72. Silver or gold = silver
73. Sunset or sunrise = sunrise
74. On phone or in person = in person
75. Diamonds or Pearls = diamond
76. Adidas or puma = adidas
77. Band members or models = models
78. Local or international Artis= international
79 . sneakers or boots = sneakers
80. Jack daniels or Chivas Regal = dunno...
81. Dunhill or Malboro = none
82.clubbing or live music = both
83 . Johnny depp or Brad Pitt = Brad Pitt
84 . angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson = Angelina Jolie
85. colosal/epic or romantic comedy= romantic
86. BMW or Ferarri =BMW
88. incubus or maroon 5 = Maroon 5
90. long haired or bald = duh..
91. pop or rock = both
92. beach or mountain = beach
93. Pink or Black = pink
94. nokia or ericsson = sony
95. 311 or hoobastank = hoobastank
96 . Asia or America = both
97. tattoo or piercing = piercing
98. asia or eropa = both
99. asking / answering = both
just for fun...spend around 10-15 minutes for this during work... is not exactly 99 questions, some q are missing...
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Häagen-Dazs All You Can Eat @ Bangsar Village II

was told by sze mun about this, is a must try isn't it?
super great deal, but too bad it is not available on Sat, Sun or public holidays....
BEWARE of its * Terms & Conditions..... <>
Available at Häagen-Dazs Bangsar Village II for dine-in orders only till 31 October 2007. Available from Monday to Friday, from 10.30am to 10pm. Not available on Saturday, Sunday and/or Public Holidays. Buffet promotion at RM33.90 (for adults) per person, RM29.90 (for children aged 12 and below). All prices subject to service charge and prevailing government taxes. Strictly no sharing allowed. Selection of flavours and toppings as stated on buffet menu and subject to availability. You may consume as much as you want, however, any wastages will be charged by the scoop. Not valid with other offers, discounts, promotions, Super Premium Card privileges and CORP/ENT/Complimentary Gift Vouchers. HD Marketing & Distribution Sdn Bhd reserves the right at any time in its absolute discretion to cancel or modify this promotion or any part there of including the right to amend, add to, delete or vary the terms and conditions of this promotion without prior notice.
Friday, October 05, 2007
- B E E Y A M -
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
selfish
People getting more selfish when they are surrounded with people who are also selfish, in a way, just to protect themselves from being bullied, from being cheated, from being doing more jobs that are not within what they should do.. but this is definitely not an excuse...
I really don’t understand how these people survive in their own world? They are very much self-centered and whatever they think or do is for the benefits of themselves and themselves only... they couldn’t give a damn to people around them, may it be their friends or what they claimed their best friends... I don’t know how you treat your so-called best friend, but I appreciate my friends a lot, whether is normal friends or best friends...
How can someone only think of themselves at the expense of others? When someone already knew what she says is going to hurt or is going to sounds like she is an idiot but she just do it because she wants it... Ignore other’s feelings as long as I get what I want, I know you are going to feel bad but I don’t care, because it benefits me, then fine... how can these people survive in their career, their relationship, their life?
I think this is something about balance.. who is not selfish isn’t it? But it depends on what situation you are in and what you are actually dealing with... we often make decisions that benefits most although sometimes our decisions might hurt one or two…but that’s the best we can do, the balance.. but some people only bother about themselves, putting others down… I do not understanding and very confuse with these people, they are living in their very much protected world, living in there is-for-my-own-good principle and claimed that they are right when they knew they are hurting others..
Please, don’t tell your friend that she/he is your best friend when you are thinking of only urself all the time.. friends are not like that, friends are not something that you should take for granted...wake up or be shame on urself...
Monday, September 24, 2007
HAPPY BiRTHDAY MY LOVE
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Audrey,
Happy Birthday to you!!
I know you are going to make many wishes, so may all ur wishes come true....
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Teng's Party
it was fun sitting down and chatting with my lovely colleagues again... i worked there since year 2002 or 2003, kinda long right? some of us work part-time like me, and some work as a full-time nurse.. i dare not say we know each other very well, but we've been thru many ups n downs together, may it be in our relationships or when we face problems from our work, college, assignments or stress from our family... we even cry together when we were in Langkawi, how silly....but we all remember it for a long long time isn't it?
erm.... i appreciate the friendship that we built together... we ought to search for different things in our life as time goes by... different jobs, different aims... maybe we'll leave this place we work soon, maybe....but our friendship will last, and will last for a long long time... i believe...
yeah.. she is the birthday girl... haha...

nurses...(Fong, where r u?)
joyee and bee
Saturday, September 15, 2007
will update more often....
ok... went Penang last week with my boyfren, he have go there to do some works and i was just there for fun and to accompany him... we didn't manage to try delicious Penang food there because we do not know the way, wat a waste!! But we get to eat seafood at Butterworth on our way back to KL. We also went to the beach at Batu Feringgi, just to sit on the beach, enjoy the breeze and also a foot massage... hehe... is my first and my last time trying foot massage, it is painful, it hurts.... The lady said i didn't sleep well and i didn't drink enough water... =(
watching sunset while waiting for seafood...
erm..... and i went to my fren's shop on Thursday, wanted to do manicure but eventually i lend her my face for make-up and also my hair... here are the photos...
looks nice isn't it...
looks pretty too from the front... lol..
i prefer the first hair style than this one..
for a second i thought i am looking at A-mei, 张惠妹.. hahahaahha.....



